I admit it, what's to say, yeah I'll relive it without pain Hmm, backstreet lover on the side of the road I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes, I play Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah Oh, try and mimic what's insane, oh, yeah I am in it, where do I stand? Oh, Indian summer and I hate the heat I got a backstreet lover on the pa**enger seat I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet, I pray Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah You think I got my eyes closed But I'm looking at you the whole f**ing time I'm gonna keep a look once more Ooh, once upon a time I could control myself, yeah Once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah Once, upon a time I could love myself, yeah Once upon a time I could love you, yeah, yeah, yeah Once, once, once, once Yeah, once, once, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, once