Peacock Affect - Spaceship lyrics

I was happy at first And then I got stuck in a hole In the hopes that a spaceship Would take me far far away From all the idiots and trees And pet lovers that eat meat You do your best But the world doesn't make any sense to you Talking in letters I can hear the sea Even though I'm in the city "Follow your dreams", they say But they say a lot of stupid things Your heart will grow when it sinks To the bottom of the sea and floor It's decaying me