Peachcurls - Uneven lyrics

Guess i'm never satisfied That's why i moved away No freedom, i am trapped inside Because i need the pay I don't look in the mirror Cuz i don't like what i see Thought i was scared of the unknown But i'm afraid of me But i get that, i get that, i get that (money) So fu*k it up, fu*k it up, fu*k it up (cash) Make it back, make it back, make it back (money) Pour some of that other stuff in your cup (drank) My mama don't know what to say I know that i'm stuck in a dangerous place Sometimes i hurt myself to see if i can feel anything Sometimes i get so high i don't think i can feel anything Maybe i should call off work today I hate this fu*king job anyway Sometimes i hurt myself Sometimes i get so high Sometimеs i hate myself Sometimеs i think that i can fly I broke a vow today And i wanna make it right I'd lock my mouth away So i can't tell no lies I believe we can grow That's the notion i live by to purify my soul I hope i make it back to find a place that we can go I'll be right here if you ever need somebody to control Sometimes i hurt myself to see if i can feel anything Sometimes i get so high i don't think i can feel anything Maybe i should call off work today I hate this fu*king job anyway