Pavy - Alcoholic lyrics

[VERSE 1] I think people get the misconception, that I only spit it for ya love and blessings Like the sh** not therapeutic and I wasn't penning music before they felt I'm destined But sh** I still don't feel I'm destined, huh I just roll with the path And pray for the best like prepare for the worse was the other half of the sentiment I had I still ride with it still roll with it, like I'm going rogue I could never be control with it So I don't even go explain why I'm so different who I'm intertwined with should let you know I'm cold with it But I just wished I believed, put stock in sh** I achieve But it's so hard when they treat you like you a commodity See yesterday I was speaking to my home-girl and she Told me she loved my advice she love the way the think That sh** was funny I kinda chuckled it was comedy Cause little do her a** know I don't practice sh** that I preach Shorty I don't know sh** about sh**, I don't know sh** about this, I don't know fix All I know is lack and neglect, and whole bunch of sh** that don't matter when eclipsed Like I could give a case study on why Henry Wallace wasn't president But don't know a damn thing about why the f** I ain't relevant [HOOK] I put sauce all in my system I get lost all in my brain Fold my hands together pray that one day this gone change Pray that we gone come up out it pray that we don't see no rain Cause all these storm days is damn near driving me insane Right now I'm sipped up, po 'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up, aw man Right now I'm sipped up, po'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up gotdamn I put sauce all in my system I get lost all in my brain Fold my hands together pray that one day this gone change Pray that we gone come up out it pray that we don't see no rain Cause all these storm days is damn near driving me insane Right now I'm sipped up, po 'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up, aw man Right now I'm sipped up, po'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up gotdamn [VERSE 2] I get up on my knees, then get up on my feet Working on my reach pray to the lord that he guide my speech Pray to avoid all the fall I'll meet, cause the worlds on my back and my arms getting weak And it's all on me, I put it all on me Let em they call on p, I put it all on key Guess I mellowed down to bring harmony From time to time I wonder if they fond of me when stars align will sh** look promising I mean sh** is difficult these days, it's critical these days I move political these days it's pivotal these day Cause rite now I'm 24 years old One slip up I might not ever see the gold Might not reach my goals, might be drunk and old Bitter at every song that's on cause I ain't see the throne Picture that, picture pitching facts definite as that But to extract you must be exact but need lucky to back Now I'm guessing that sh** got me stressing rapping with aggression While my confidence doing a Wells report impression [HOOK] I put sauce all in my system I get lost all in my brain Fold my hands together pray that one day this gone change Pray that we gone come up out it pray that we don't see no rain Cause all these storm days is damn near driving me insane Right now I'm sipped up, po 'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up, aw man Right now I'm sipped up, po'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up gotdamn I put sauce all in my system I get lost all in my brain Fold my hands together pray that one day this gone change Pray that we gone come up out it pray that we don't see no rain Cause all these storm days is damn near driving me insane Right now I'm sipped up, po 'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up, aw man Right now I'm sipped up, po'd up, slowed up, throwed up, hold up gotdamn