Paved In Skin - The Secret Of Happiness lyrics

I cannot believe this You said you'd never follow me again I can feel you watching You're pulling strings inside my head Took me to those places You did all the things I would never do Look at where it's got me I'm nowhere and I owe it all to you Water can't wash away Still the sweat and stains remain There's no other way So swallow your full cup of blame You will never know Think of hell, it's warm below You would not believe All the dirt you've flung on me I will wash away Close the door, I'm here to stay You are not innocent I have worn that away (It's not fading... 'Til you go away) Can't get high enough And I can't lie enough You make me want to throw my life away Breaks me when I see How you come back to me These are the things I want to throw away I can't stand myself I curse the day I planted your seeds Pick me up and tell me I'll never be the thing that you need All your filthy visions Are starting to look so good to me Can't get high enough And I can't lie enough You make me want to throw my life away Breaks me when I see How you come back to me These are the things I want to throw away Without life Without hope Stay with me Until I die Push it down so deep Just like it never happened and then I can hardly wait to get the chance to do this again... Can't get high enough And I can't lie enough You make me want to throw my life away Breaks me when I see How you come back to me These are the things I want to throw away