Paul Langlois - Table's Been Set lyrics

I got a ringing in my ear And a pounding in my brain I got a bucket full of fears That it won't be back again I've got a sliver in my side And a virus in my chest I got a feeling that the tide Will take care of all the rest And I won't be back To take my medicine And take my licks I don't want to pretend To be the kind of prick That leaves a mess And goes and hides Well, I haven't yet But I'm about to decide ‘Cause the table's been set I had a dream I could've won And I was standing on the brink And all the good things I had done Were telling me to think That I could maybe be alright And I'd just look after me For one small time in my life Just let the right thing be