Patterns Of Decay - Llama Lobotomy lyrics

Almost midnight and these walls seem to speak Is it ghosts or am I finally breaking down? Can't you see I'm not breathing? Can't you feel my heart not beating? Can't you see I'm not breathing? Can't you feel my heart not beating? Shock this system and resuscitate me Never mind the lack of bleeding There's nothing to keep it pumping I'm not even a human being I'm just repeating old routines Automatic, just a machine Flip the switch and let me dream This has become my only release OH! You don't know What I think of when I'm all alone You don't know The reasons that I shake at night You don't know The desolation rising in me You don't know That this life scares the sh*t out of me! I let it out I let it out I let it out Just to drown them out "So take the pills, It'll be better tomorrow" At least that's what they say Keep believing that lie I've become such a wretch! And now the morning creeps on in Another day that just wont forget me