Patch - War of Attrition lyrics

Verse 1: Patch I'm in a War of attrition As I'm pursuing my mission Where love don't get no admission Coz momma don't see my vision I listen to inner symptoms Given by my condition Wisdom is in the system Destiny my hands written But isn't apparent Haven't got exposure for the talent So my palette feeling dry Tryna taste the f**ing sky Clouds tryna find a home Abosorb themselves inside my dome But I refuse to be a clone Of this hopeless syndrome Oh no So tell me where you hope to find me Tick the boxes of my goals Without me wearing Nike Now hide me, from the truth Hell no not in the booth You can tell me what I'm not I'll add a K and pull it loose Rewind that line until you get it Once you do, do not forget it I'm the antiseptic To the dirt that we are stressed wit it Nevertheless wit This lack of witnesses For my run of track and fitensses I find myself becoming Ever more just pissed with this Hitless hits, that fail to hit The organ where we feel our sh** And still I get Closed doors Crawling on all f**ing fours Tryna find a lane Where I can mame them with my brain I'm not the tame, no more insane And I'm proving every claim Lame never, way better Light as feather, not ever When you got the stress of the world pulling on your tether And you tell it not to snap But you ain't controlling that Wanna see this sh** get light Before I see it fade to black So you can tell me what I lack Coz what they have I times by 10 So forget a facebook feed if Mr Luck is not your friend And I'm sending out request But yet he is yet to except And that contributes to the fact That I'm feeling dejected I slept without Closing my eyes And dreams keep you awake if there just part of your life Eyes peeled and ever ripe While I'm looking for the signs Got a mine inside my mind And it could blow just any time And it's war paint here Through the trenches that I veer And I'm too underground Delays are too long under here If my loved ones dreamed with me I'd make it through more easily But out of everyone it's only my lil bros that believe me So I be with these and no one else It's with them I share my wealth And I do not give a f** what you have to say if you did not help Wasn't dealt the best But the best is what I am And the greatest of people always hard to understand And I'm not half the man That I'm aiming to be But if you see a glimpse Then just maybe, just maybe you'll bear with me I'm bearing me, I'm bearing all Pull emotions out the pool Coz the one I'm swimming in Is f**ing drowning me in all And I'm appalled, but cannot stall But I must answer the call Coz I strike with every stroke Until the waves of them just fall And I don't need it all, I just want more than this nothing This has to be, it's not up for discussion