Parlovr - Bad Faith lyrics

I've been living a life in bad faith Sipping wine and saying that it's cola And been living my life as a child Playing games, but only getting older She may seem like a lonely pursuit I failed her once so why not do it over? I don't know what else I could lose My time or maybe her I've been livin' a lie, it's true But what else could I do? I'm tearing little holes in the lie Trying to find a hole in the future Making up for all the lost time Wishing it would only come sooner My pain is telling my body not to sleep I would fear that she would never wake up I don't know what else I could do My time or maybe her I've been livin' a lie, it's true But what else could I do? Move to the City and begin again belong again Do what you have to do and I'll be here waiting You think it's easy to begin again be young again But don't forget, don't you forget what it was I've been living a life in bad faith I've been living a life in bad faith I've been living a life in bad faith