Park Ave. - My Sick Complainant lyrics

She sits and stares into her mixed drink Telling everyone she's right, well, she's right I've tried enough on getting over this Just to end up in this room with the two of you But you tell me that your phone don't ring enough And you say she's just the one who picks you up from work Because I'm not around Well, I've tried to save this from your sick complainant Well, I lied, but it was just to save us both And I tried to name this like it makes a difference to what's true But that doesn't matter now And I made a promise to not hate you for this Well, I lied and I can't cover that up She walks back into the hallway, searches through a crowded room Needs a way out of here and I made my mind up not to notice So I sat back down on the couch, pretended not to care, I didn't care But I see her as she moves to the front door And I guess I couldn't stand it any more She was gone before I could stop her And I tried to save this from your sick complainant And I lied, but that was just to save us both And I crave the moment when there is no resistance in your eyes And your heart is open wide And I lack conviction with these drunk decisions I don't try, and I'm left confused, alone But I want to be and remember how to see things Beyond this dull divide