I woke up dead today And what's worse, I didn't care I just laid there and waited for the feeling to return But the feeling never returned It's a fear And if I lay still enough I can pretend that you're still here And when the city's cloaked in black The only color that attracts The lonely people here ask one and they'll tell you What's the point of falling in love When all it does is leave you cold? And I don't want to do this anymore I woke up all alone It's the first day in a long, long time That I couldn't imagine myself crying when I think of you But I'm too tired to hurt anymore And I know that it can't last forever And in the darkness of my apartment I found light there and it burns But I came to welcome the pain 'Cause it's the only thing that makes you strong And I miss you still but I guess I'll just move on