Paria - 9 Years lyrics

Counterfeit eyes stare off into the distance Looking past every word I've said and everything I've ever done for you Make me whole again and make thse tears come to and end Help me find a way and help me find a reason to live again The sun's too bright for me to look into So i'll stay here and wait For time to mend this broken man Tomorrow I'll be dead again Today's the same as yesterday and yesterday is the same as today It never changes Why waste life feeling pain? Now I know not which is worse To live or die Is a choice I'v emade on my own I've slipped into a pool of my own sorrow and it's here I'll stay With no questions asked And with no remorse Because It won't matter This is all a joke and it's been taken far too far But I won't complain and I won't say a single word I'll just sit and watch as the lights above me dim I'll sit and watch this world fall apart Right in front of me Now you shatter and I rush to sweep up the pieces In hopes to find redemption I could have saved you yet again I slip and fall Your face fills me with pity for those who hide from the truth