Parents Fighting - Attic Monsters lyrics

accepting who i am, gladly realize that i take things badly neurons involved intertwine things will resolve in due time my head is an attic and im an addict to sadness steep steps crowded with monsters causing madness can i consider this a midlife crisis if i dont want to make it to 36? can i consider this a midlife crisis? is this the best it gets? tell me now so i can rest