Paradise Lost - Disappear lyrics

In living with a fear of chance The chance of fears the only reason you're awake We decrease in size when burdened with your mind But you know escape is to run In a constant commotion - When I speak it's revulsion maybe you'll disppear Recall the past when you were strong Those distant days, it seems, are now forever gone You'll increase desire to wander and retire But you know escape is to run