Devoid of all happiness Condemned to eternal solitude Not worthy to deserve My Almighty Father's love I was born with a sinner's heart Although to Your laws, I did obey My mind and body only throve When I was immersed in sin Rejected by my only Lord Dishevelled by loneliness Alone and aimless I moan Outside Eden's gates Suddenly from the shadows I'll emerge I'll sink my rusted knife in His cold heart The ba*tard God Who gave me life Shall die now from my hands On Your grace I kneel my Father, And I ask you for forgiveness Forgive me that I never could Become what You wanted me to be All my life I strove to be one of Your very dearest children Until I realized that Your endless love Was not enough to include me