So sad now No way out The bottom of despair Hormones raging Going crazy It there another boy who cares? Deep water Pulling me down Deep water Afraid i´ll drown I hear the gays go To san francisco That´s so far away from here School´s a jail At home i´ve failed A life of pain and fear Two more years now Before i get out That´s a lifetime to wait Try to hold on Put my thick skin on ´til i make my escape