Pancho - To Be Honest lyrics

[VERSE ONE] Pain stricken, beyond living, my organs twisted I miss you kissing, I miss you b**hing, its fair to mention Forever anxious for the sight of you at waking Now im stuck in disbelief to know this thing for you is fading Or better yet gone, I contemplate alone Man up strong, Surviving dimensions of Love Jones Loss of appetite, to see you out, I relapse The weight of all this baggage, sh** I gotta find a SkyCap(Right this way sir) And To tell her is detrimental, So I keep it simple No need for getting all sentimental This negative vibe, I swallowed with pride No longer does it seem to burden me, im stepping outside Yeah, What im feelin is ever real I can't tell her, I can't tell her, don`t think she feels what I feel So I keep concealed – Thoughts within memories, then I weap Cuz only one of us remembers her other side and its me [VERSE TWO] We Dealt with issues, my issues, your issues evenly Believing in progressively healing you wasn't easy Sometimes your closest ppl, them people would try to warn me I said its ok, "the side I brought out of you wouldn't harm me" Despite it, denied it, and kept pushin Still I felt you Pulling back and you thinking I wasn't looking I took your emotional a** whuppins And Provided more support and still managed to pa** flunking Im up to something but positive was the outcome Home was destination but you couldn't see the breadcrumbs I even went to seeds but still the ground was never fertile Im damaging both knees from jumping over these hurtles I deserved you but you couldn't see it though I believed it Because at the time you seemed equip with everything I needed No matter what we did, We had it good regardless But the way this ended I can only label it as Heartless [VERSE THREE] To be honest I promised to stick by you But half the time, I was surprised I didn't try you Or even lie to you, I felt the temptation Cuz despite my ever presence, I had other b**hes waiting So many options deciding to just drop them Because in my mind compared to you the others couldn't top you Bound the bond that we shared And just when I wanted to say f** it, something said she still cares Friends connected too, nobody saw it coming But somehow you knew it true and had it burning in ya stomach From day to day I guess the feelings rearranged And you peeped it first hand when my guard code changed I laugh it off but at the time I felt d**h Because I wake up next to pillows and a blanket to my left I never thought that this would be a brief season And til this day you failed to ever give a reason