Painshock - No God lyrics

The pressure's much too much to take and the ones around you are all fake it makes me want to go to eternity from here the pain is strong, it never leaves it haunts me when i go to sleep this is like living in a nightmare but it's real the gates of hell are crowded they won't let me come but I know my time is near so why it is I have to stay why do I have to live in fear why do I have to stay I got no hope anyway I'm having much too much in stake this is not a dream, I can't escape the weight of life is much too heavy in my hands They will turn me back from the heaven's golden gates but I know my time is near so why it is I have to stay why do I have to live in fear why do I have to stay, i got no faith why can't I make my dream come true why can't I watch the endless stream of blood why do I have to live in fear or is it just a proof there is no god above there is no god above but I know my time is near so why it is I have to stay why do I have to live in fear why do I have to stay, i got no faith why can't I make my dream come true why can't I watch the endless stream of blood why do I have to live in fear or is it just a proof there is no god above