Pac Div - APOLOGIES CONFESSION lyrics

SKIT MAU: Yeah and thats how it started I remember I just came home and she sent me a text And while reading this text I could feel that She is crying, hopeless, lonely Thats how she was feeling She thought that I was cheating. I wasn't I may have done some f**ed up things in my life but cheating wouldn't even come in the category But I want to apologize even though I had no act on cheating Verse: MAU Would you forgive me if i told you that I'm in a reinvention to Better my self then what I was, creating tensions and problems That tore us and stopped us from extending Pretending like everything was ok But I was blind You opened my eyes so many times But I just kept em closed and showed That you didn't really meant sh** until I loosed you Choose you as a person you as a person to throw my anger on Pushed you off this cliff, but you kept hanging on You send me a text Saying that I need help Debating on should I reply, cause you'll be mad at yourself Mad at what I left was nothing more than a sorrow and sorry to start again Tryna make you come back in my life, not as a wife but as a friend Good friend who never hated me for what I did before Praise on our future In future I will not accuse her for the after effect If this what it takes for me to get yah Matter fact i'll never forget you But I will lead you in every way possible Direct you but never I am an obstacle And the snapbacks and flashbacks Ain't been the same since you left Your voice is rotating around my head like I'm deaf All I hear is those three words when you use to say em All I feel is your arm around when you use to lay em And All I feel is what you tell me you feel is not real But yet you still try to approve me until the point I'm paranoid, deployed in suicidal thoughts Dreams of us, but these nightmares that I caught Im paranoid.... Devoted to you I try to avoid…