P.S. Eliot - The Cyborg lyrics

I won't know the score when the sedative stains Nothing enthralled me before But glimpses of love or disdain But I don't wanna live forever I'm not looking for relief I don't wanna live forever Your apprehension is what's bringing you peace I drug you into this mess And now I push you away 3 years if varnished distress Polarize delight or dismay Habitual contempt, to animalistic lust I could hardly wash it down by the slow, dauntless dusk