P.O.Box - Diving lyrics

Living with the feeling that my heart goes on bleeding Realizing nothing has changed This struggle is exhausting, therefore I am diving And I still not feel better yet This mental prison is k**ing me And I so would like you to see Me inside myself Find out how I am suffering People living their lives Innocent can't be taken in account When so many casualties are ignored Depression is oppressive to me I feel so low I don't wanna see What tomorrow will be made of "harder and harder" is what's sprawling in my head Please notice me before I do The thing I said I am doing Away with myself Smiling to d**h Is it worth fighting for?