P.M. Dawn - Yang: As Private I's lyrics

They always find you all the time... I befriended my confusion quite some time ago She tells me everything is gonna be alright (it's alright) My senses make it real to me in all types of ways But I'm so angry at my jealousy That I hold it inside my heart like it's alright Catapult my visions into realism's bosoms Dreams prefer caesarian with plastic spoons and knives That's what you get when your brain masturbates There's no pleasure So when I evacuate my intimate states While screaming "Oh how sweet it is to be loved by you" The dirty rats you shoot me in the a** So I don't know what happens when I free my mind Oh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyr If I started to love you now, there'd be no end to you Oh, pick up my embrace. It lives without a reason Cause if I k**ed you now there'd be no end to you Cure my house of cards she sends me tears from outer space I'm wondering can I not enjoy the pains I find (it's alright) Mirrors give me confidence in needing myself But I'm so terrified of being me I get so right I'm tryin' real hard not to be exactly the way I am The next time I come here all I'm bringing to this atmosphere Is the will not to do it again Understand, I got neon King Kong standin' on my back Can't stop to turn around broke my sacroiliac Tryin' to keep sealed where this brother's really at To tell the new millennium "yo, what da dilly black" You look cute in your stars and stripes she said are you coming out Tonight That's why whom ever loves me will have to be my k**er Cause here I'm just a slave tryin' to be the n***a Oh, the cuts that you create let me be the martyr If I started to love you now, there'd be no end to you Oh, pick up my embrace. It lives without a reason Cause if I k**ed you now there'd be no end to you