Oxymoron - Run From Reality lyrics

Suddenly the things ain't what they used to be Now everything's changed and I wonder why Too scared to face the possibilities My life's so different I wanna close my eyes Can't get rid of the gnawing fear inside me Denying it all is just the real insanity [chorus:] I try to run, I try to flee ...but you can't run from reality I try to run, to run away ...no use to call 999 It's been my self-protection but now I've got the prove So far I've been to blind to accept the f**ing truth Well now I've come to see which way the cat jumps And that's the reason why it's getting out of hand Can't get it out, this gnawing fear inside me Denying it all is just sheer insecurity Suddenly hte things ain't what they used to be The lie I've been living is catching up with me Yeah I quit my job cos I wanna be free But what a living do I get without a pay ...no way Repressed them all, these bothering things that annoyed me It ain't nothing new to turn your back on reality