Oversoul - Feel lyrics

I know no joy Only sorrow and pain I have everything to lose And nothing to gain Once I stood so very tall Now I feel I'm nothing at all As i search, this quest gets shorter What doesn't k** me makes me stronger Forever fading, losing my grasp I wonder who's having the last laugh Each night I sleep as if it were my last I tire of living out life's task I feel I can no longer hold on So it's you who must stand up and be strong These things I meant to tell you With my own voice But I was hurting so much I didn't have a choice There's nothing left for me now You must carry on somehow You may not understand But it will come to you Just what I've been going through Deep in my heart I know I'm good Sometimes I don't see it even if I could I have to do this to be free I can't take any more misery Overcome these thoughts that surround me I can feel myself drowning There's so much I could never live up to I never meant to be a burden to you I can see you as the tears swell up Find your strength, don't ever give up These questions I long for Which were never sought This isolation Further spreads the rot Release these chains that Kept me all in a bind Relinquish myself to Have peace of mind My life's been punctuated My price for hesitating Total self-detonating There's no other reasoning To rid this impostor inside Time to say goodbye I apologize for putting you Through all this Deep in my heart Who I always will miss Take care, so long, miss you, forever Goodbye