Overhead - Letter To A Friend lyrics

There's a spy in the sky machine those eyes are keen to see Tear me apart, my way, no casual affair deeper down it flashes The work of a lier unsound, unstable, unseen And my deplorable deed still festers with ruby eyes Did you notice I died And I'm born again to figure how we lost your heart This needle in my conscience I cannot repair so will you ever feel right? I keep trying to feed my head And make pretend That no more will I bend No casual affair