Outline In Color - Monster in the mirror lyrics

YEAH! WHAT! WHAT! I'm f**ed and lost I'll hurt myself at any cost Objection, objection I deserve this rejection Correction, correction You deserve my self protection I can't stand my own reflection I lost all connection, I'm a walking infection I'm dying, to feel alive Give me something that'll bring the color back to my eyes I'm always set through my medicine Even though we don't know if I can I'm gonna try to understand All of the things that lie outside my hands I'm gonna make it out, I swear Are you listening, are you still listening? I'm gonna try to love again Without this pain in hand I've been carrying I'm gonna make it out, I swear Maybe one day I won't see this monster in the mirror Like a broken wing or a rusted wedding ring Im a reminder of a future not much brighter I cringe at the sound of my own voice This is not my choice You can't save me from myself Don't worry about my mental health The terrible, beauty of angels Some how they make me feel stable, stable The terrible, beauty of angels Some how they make me feel stable, stable I just want the attention Want everybody to listen And I don't wanna feel like this forever But incase I still have a chance I'm gonna try to understand All of the things that lie outside my hands I'm gonna make it out, I swear Are you listening, are you still listening? I'm gonna try to love again Without this pain in hand I've been carrying I'm gonna make it out, I swear Maybe one day I won't see this monster in the mirror