Outline In Color - Eat Your Heart Out lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't know how to explain it I'm hostile I'm savage I'm nothing less than f**ing erratic I can't control the way i am I'll cut you out I don't give a damn I'm f**ed up Don't push me too far Cause I have a dark heart Been cheated and lied to It's the anger inside you Vengeance is vicious I have a sickness Vengeance is vicious I have a sickness I know it, I know it [Chorus] I know I'm a wreck I heard you the first time Spare me that speech, I know every line And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket Maybe I'm not alright So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out, to save my own life So i'll keep running, from my ghost all night And i hope that's alright And i hope that's alright [Verse 2] I've lost myself I've learned to hate It's over now The bonds we break It's fictional I'm fixable I'm clinical I need a f**ing miracle Vengeance is vicious I have a sickness Vengeance is vicious I have a sickness Wait, wait, wait, wait Listen, listen I'm only going to say this once Life is a joke and I am a liar Life is a joke and I am a liar [Chorus] And I know I'm a wreck I heard you the first time Spare me that speech, I know every line And it hurts to admit, this crutch is my casket Maybe I'm not alright So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out, to save my own life So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night And I hope that's alright And I hope that's alright It's not a nightmare [Bridge] It's not a nightmare This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again It's not a nightmare And i've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end It's not a nightmare This time it's real and it feels like I'll never be happy again It's not a nightmare And i've been stuck here so long that I'm scared it'll never end [End Chorus] So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out, to save my own life So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night And I hope that's alright So eat your heart out, I guess you were right I'm just not cut out to save my own life So I'll keep running, from my ghost all night And I hope that's alright (x4)