Outline In Color - Dead Gardens lyrics

Years on years too long I thought I had this I thought I had this ADVERTISING InRead invented by Teads Self-made hell, I'm in a shell With all my sadness With all my sadness Is this worth it? You're not perfect I'm not perfect Maybe all we are Are kids counting shooting stars Now make a wish Give me back my hearth! I'll always regret giving it to you - Giving it to you! 'Cause yesterday we had it all I never knew how far we would fall All of our flowers grew up these walls But they don't grow here anymore No they don't grow here anymore Buried in Dead Gardens This all ends in arson I'm stuck with what we had Why can't we just go back? Are you worth it? It's not perfect We keep our enemies in our beds So we've learned to sleep with eyes open Violent lives ending in violence This is not a dream I'll never sleep again! 'Cause yesterday we had it all I never knew how far we would fall All of our flowers grew up these walls But they don't grow here anymore No they don't grow here anymore Why can't we just go back? What scares me is living 'Cause dying is easy I think that you forget that - time is unforgiving I see your life in still frames In retrospect, no respect, just regret Our worthless games Who the f** are you to tell me not to look back? My mind goes pitch black! So keep me - a promise Promise me we'll never be - those kids who learned to love their chains And please stay, always Don't leave me in this disgusting place Watering these Dead Gardens alone 'Cause yesterday we had it all I never knew how far we would fall All of our flowers grew up these walls But they don't grow here anymore No they don't grow here anymore No they don't grow here anymore No they don't grow here anymore