Ours - Black lyrics

So many lives I've confessed So many lives made a mess Pushed it all into something Pushed it all [Chorus] You turned and everything went black You turned and everything went black Wouldn't have tried to compete Wouldn't have lied but to keep Something told me it hurt me Somethings hold Back [Chorus] You turned and everything went black Turned and everything went black You pushed it all so you'd never see it You pushed it all... Laughing and You're pulling strings Dancing on the souls of the weak And you're so pretty You are You're so pretty [Chorus] You turned and everything went black Turned and everything went black You turned and everything went black You turned and everything went black [speaking] I never sought power for power's sake 'cause power in the hands of a dangerous man Is power in the hands of an enemy ...an enemy of yours an and enemy of mine Who manipulates kindness For his own personal highs And he's counting lines, counting numbers Counting lines, counting lines, counting numbers ...so don't look at me and sneer 'cause I am nothing like you The difference is clear I'm your n***a you build with fear And I hope I live to see the day When your ideals go crashing away To show you that your reflection is as cold And as black As the organs that pump blood to your veins Because, you see... I never wanted to own you or Really anything Just me But you pushed Pushed and pushed me You pushed Pushed and pushed me... Pushed it all into something