Otep - No Color lyrics

I remember black mascara painting your face I remember dark sungla**es when clouds were grey Remember silence Remember tears Remember still I remember black cars pulling up to take you away The smell of the fall and the endless rain Remember shivers Remember cold Remember still Now I hesitate Levitate between memories Elevate was it hate That got through to me My mistake was it fate that brought you to me Now I'm losing Why can't I see any color at all When I dream about those days How did I let these images drain away When all I do is suffer No color! Why can't I see any color at all Why can't I see any color at all Why can't I see any color at all No color! I remember black clouds blooming As I shouldered the blame The gun metal grey on that trembling day Remember thunder Remember fear Remember still I remember biting my lip to stifle a laugh I tried to say your name But all that came out was a whisper “Hell is empty the devil's here” Now you disintegrate Levitate into memory Elevate was it hate that got you to see My mistake it was fate that brought you to me Now I'm losing Why can't I see any color at all When I dream about those days How did I let these images drain away When all I do is suffer No color! Why can't I see any color at all Why can't I see any color at all Why can't I see any color at all No color! I think I thought but I forgot I think I think too much I have a problem for every answer Striking at the ocean with a broken hammer I think I think too much I think I think too much Why can't I see any color at all When I dream about those days How did I let these images drain away When all I do is suffer No color Why can't I see any color at all Why can't I see any color at all Why can't I see any color at all No color! No color! We can break apart like stars And throw ourselves against the sky