Osker - I Cannot lyrics

and then i tried what i know i couldn't do. i got frustrated when i couldn't talk to you. i had all these plans, but i couldn't follow through. it's disturbing knowing that i'm losing you. i cannot. i can't do anything at all. and then i was who i never thought i'd be, and when i spoke i was happy someone was listening. with all these doubts i wonder how i made it. with no help from you, i succeeded.