Osker - Anchor lyrics

Cristina, I'm tired of being so far away Yeah, I'm still here; I'm not going What if I try and stop? I'm responsible for you Until the anchor breaks Four years ahead What are you thinking? I feel so together I need you now You have faith, but I know that I won't last Aren't we so tired of waiting for days to end? How do we tread on when these f**kers are making our plans? Dear everyone, I've been thinking I feel misrepresented Things are moving too slow; I want the control of this "There's got to be some kind of way out of here." It's a lie to only yourself When people have you figured, carvings that read, "idle will k**." Goddamn, it gets so hard not knowing what's going on All the while I carry your cross Who owns these desires? You haven't said a word but I understand