Orphée - Riot Mind lyrics

[Verse 1] Good morning world this could really be a new day Couldn't sleep the nights didn't wake up feeling okay You can have it all but can I have the truth ? Please keep my mind off the sh** they want me to do Keep on running but my thoughts stand still Found stones in all the shoes I was meant to fill I said it's just for safety now I fire at will I'm drowning above water, in a land that k**s I give in I give up its just too much My thoughts are running but my feet are not I'm so hungry but I can not eat up Head and body lost connection in the cobra clutch Look, life is not an avenue, it's a gooddamn highway It's not a deck of cards, it's apple, arrow and a blind aim Don't give a f** about your rules, today its my game And if I can choose, God let me die on a bright day Having doubts that in my age noone's meant to feel How far have we come when I start rhymin' and stealin' Im not doing alright but I'm doing it still Don't even know for sure what keeps the balance on my heels [Hook] NOW I'M RUNNING OUT OF NIGHTS WON'T SPEND THEM LYING DOWN IN A RIOT MIND NOT ONE MOMENT DEFEAT IS JUSTIFIED I REALLY NEED A WIN THIS TIME [Verse 2] Crashed, couldn't beat your fathers in the race Don't dry those tears I smash even harder when it rains I'll get there all I need's a splash of water to the face Independent earth: she makes it rain down on herself Allow me to fill vast space with empty words This is not broken, let's just call it slightly disturbed Let me make enough to buy a plane and fly with the lotus! If God wrote you the bible, let me write you a thesaurus An addict to my thoughts or just an antisocial freak Try to find yourself when your head screams “Who the f** is me” Keep pushing, till i can't tell what the difference is Between the guy I am and the guy that I'm aspiring So many prophets, s**, d**, seen internet platforms sink Start proving your heart can make mine stop for me See if you find some time to give a f** about my stories now See if I find it right to fill up this mic with all I worry about This is all on you now: press pause or keep going Some come for the sound, some come for the story Your hands can give me life, I just hope they can not end me Some visit twice, some decide to end it early I never planned to be a k**er, do I do this right? Wonder who'd be dead if Mac Miller hadn't saved my life Im just a coward f**ing scared to fly Turned my brain into a map: sit back, enjoy the ride [Hook] NOW I'M RUNNING OUT OF NIGHTS WON'T SPEND THEM LYING DOWN IN A RIOT MIND NOT A MOMENT DEFEAT WAS JUSTIFIED I REALLY NEED A WIN THIS TIME [Outro 2x] Told myself I won't stop till they play my songs on repeat Till the day they get it and play them till they fall asleep This is something permanent I got to get used to I think I might just need some help to do so