Orphanage - Addiction lyrics

[Music & lyrics: R. van der Spek] What has happened in this room I'm in? Something so unreal. I cannot remember things I've done, Why am I right here? Staring at this mess I'm into, Trying to believe. There are ways enough to cure this, I know this for sure. Lies. Don't listen to those lies, There is no other choice. The call for more and more, The grown addiction. I won't choose it I won't choose Waiting in this state of emptiness, All what's left is greed. Thinking about leaving all this mess, Why am I still here? No one tells you what's true or false, Manipulation of whole tribes. No one needs to decide your goals, The recognition of yourself. Take my hand