Orlando Brown - R.I.P. lyrics

You are not forever Every human being on this earth f**s up their life By not using their God-Given gifts from above To give life a try I thank God for having mercy on me When I was homeless living on the streets f** all those who abandoned me In this whole love insanity No ones been understanding me Look where loneliness landed me Girl you're mad at ya When I was caught up with you calling All the sh** you did to me was so [?] Hell ya mad at ya Now I'm balling like I'm Spalding I'm on top of p**y licks [?] Still mad at ya I accept the name calling and [?] Hell ya mad at ya Told me that you was all in Left me in this universe to keep revolting (Yeah mad at ya) f** you for what you did to me All of that sh** was crazy Most of you n***as was dissing me b**hes plotting up with babies They full of illiteracy Religiously lying daily Yeah f** you janky promotors Told me you wouldn't pay me Grimey as f** How they wanted me to give up Keep filling my cup And dealing me s*uts Kept bringing me up But left me stuck when sh** got rough Me begging was obviously funny to my friends Theologically where have I been? Young prodigies never can win Mythologically living in sin They decided to go when money got low Having me gripping the floor Supposedly you weak But living you so Suffering, dying in [?] You treated me like garbage Cheated me regardless Treating me the hardest Leaving me to start this for the dearly departed This is what happens when you sick of motherf**ers Saying they love you And you turn your back they do their best to cut you Pay a couple wrecks to have somebody touch you Click clack shoot the funeral up f** You I will probably k** myself if I was you Couldn't wait to dust you Evil cum s**ing apple bum Rubbing p**y motherf**ers burning rubber Mama took my baby to homie f** my ex lady My phoney n***as just get me My family acting shady Exactly why God gave me my blessings and now I'm wavy As long as these haters pay me Forget me God would be daily May God bless you after the devil kiss your a** Disconnect your soul Grab the shovel, nobody gon' miss your a** Now they pack my show to ask for dough Like I forgot the past Nothing lasts forever I'm better so they can kiss my a** Hell yeah mad at ya When I was caught up with you calling All the sh** you did to me was so [?] Hell yeah mad at ya Now I'm ballin' like I'm Spalding I'm on top of all you p**y licks [?] Still mad at ya I accept the name calling and [?] Hell ya mad at ya Told me that you was all in Left me in this universe to keep revolting (Yeah mad at ya)