Organized Chaos - Walking Through Water lyrics

While I'm opening my eyes, I fear just what I might see. I'm wrapped to machines around, and to the machine that I've become As I scan my life, I can't contemplate in this complicated world These tubes will produce more life juice then I ever will. I fell like I am Walking through the water and I wonder Can I Breath in without choking I'm not fit to play this game, Chance is a blank screen with one steady line when I have it all, I want more, When I have nothing I want nothing at all. If I'm praying then why can't I just believe I feel like I am Walking through the water and I wonder Can I Breath in Without choking Let me out! Why can't it all be the way I want to? Suffocating by my beliefs, I want to know Crucified on my bed Tubes are in my stigmas I'm lying here and I'm longing for the end Dispute the state I am in I'm still having good opinion about myself I don't know why I shouldn't go on when my mind is telling me that I can be Jesus and Judas and that is OK. When I can be no one, and I can be all, so Why can't I be God? Come one Breath in – It's all right, Breath in - All is fine , Breath in - Don't fall away, don't look away, come to the light Breath in – there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come on and WAKE UP – dreamer WAKE UP – dreamer AWAKE! Come on AWAKE! everything will be all right Who are you to judge me? For all the colors of the world? NO Don't fall away, don't look away, come to the light there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come one I will find my own peace of awakening when I want to So hide your face and bleed for our sins in the corner I don't know what you think you are, but I am so much more!