Order Of Ennead - In The Mirror lyrics

Stare at the sun so I can breathe Shock myself back to reality Confusion is clouding My mind depressed by the lapse of time Looking back I see things clearer Realize what I should have done as I stare in the mirror Years pa** before my eyes can't see Memories of those living and deceased filling my thoughts with pride To the future I must strive The past is gone, can't change decisions Life filled with little ambition Fighting to gain my life back Arms out wide I scream to the heavens