Orange Blue - Heaven Knows (I've Changed) lyrics

Heaven knows I've changed I couldn't be the man I was but I know He's a part of my being today And I'm dealing with my life of those days In the back of my mind there's a taste that lingers The burdens I buried And I was too good to be bad, cos innocent like Jesus All the reasons I've carried And it was the bitterness of hunger for the things I've never had I was fighting with a beast in my head Heaven knows I've changed Even god and love are not the same I feel all my scares today And I'm dealing with my life of those days I'll never be the same I'll never be the same I was running around while my knees were crumbling Suffering for freedom And there were too many perceptions, many wrong directions And they were changing like seasons And with every single story I've grown stronger day by day Now I see the light in my pain Heaven knows I've changed Even god and love are not the same I feel all my scares today And I'm dealing with my life of those days Oh heaven knows I was innocent I meant every word that I said So each and every hill Had a valley and its thrill And I don't owe you any sympathy Cause the only thing I gotta deal with burns in me Heaven knows I've changed Even god and love are not the same I feel all my scares today And I'm dealing with my life of those days But the memories will stay Oh heaven I have changed...