Onward - My Darkest Room lyrics

Here within my walls so safe and warm my darkness Light is not a factor Stay what will I may think today wrong and clever. Selfish sings the inner clever seed Walk away don't try to know me I've claimed my maud' from unperfect days I'll take what's mine from my divine methods still proven These thoughts I have you questions were not meant for you eyes to see Why should I know you what can you do that helps me Reap and eat my lustful harvest leave there's nothing here and I don't care about your spoken concerns of my nature Dare to try to really know me I'll leave you lost just to find my way So satisfied of your demise no more a burden These thoughts I feel existing were always for my eyes to see No handed doom, there is no gloom, no hint of violent hatred Feel what I can feel And then you'll find the hallway to my darkest room The love I make for me is chosen (you've come too soon) From the pain of past and broken (nothing for you to see) Why so long have I been waiting Just to let fate be dictating (you cannot steal my fear) Seasons of unrest approaching (it's all now becoming clear) Careful in my dark selecting (just how many years) Feelings teem of constant irate (through many tears) God help those who stand in my way (I've learned it was always there) I want to gain everything unchastened (so scared at first) Chip away at my frustrations (but when revealed, I then was healed) Seven sins of deadly beckon No force of divine will stop me (to know I rule my world) Evil is a state of free mind (I will have it my own way) Treasures that all seek I will find (don't look away) Look away Or you will see man's darkest room Do away, now that you know me The nature of evil I understand (perfectly clear) Forever mine is my own mind you cannot shatter Such thoughts the world still questions are not meant for their eyes to see