One Day Waiting - Paradox lyrics

k** me k** me Driving down Ending before it began All over now Darkened thoughts have forced my hand I'm sinking down Throw away the years of courage Somehow It'll be water under the bridge Die to live and live to die These are the rules that I must abide Should this be the final page of my book? The long fall down is higher than it looks Time is running in reverse You have amplified this curse Diseased and shattered I'm all out of time, out of mind I'm sick of this world around me The fate bound to me The pain the drowns me out I'm sick of this world around me The fate bound to me The pain that drowns me out It's pouring down Coming down cold, the pelting rain I'm sinking down And I'm submerged in disarray Somehow I will shut the lock inside my mind's cage Die to live and live to die These are the rules I must abide Should this be the final page of my book? The long fall down is higher than it looks Time is running in reverse You have amplified this curse Diseased and shattered I'm all out of time, out of mind I'm sick of this world around me The fate bound to me The pain the drowns me out I'm sick of this world around me The fate bound to me The pain that drowns me out The pain that drowns me out The pain that drowns me out A split second to write my own fate I'm numb to all that there is to gain All the happiness makes my heart strain Blacken my veins with self-disdain My inner demon bores a hole so deep He ensures I'll never be set free From the darkest pit inside of me 'til I turn into someone I used to be Jump Jump, k** me Jump, k** me