One A.M. - Self Conflicted lyrics

Every single time I wake up I can't find the energy I can't even find the will to dream when I sleep Better yet breathe when my body shuts down On me it seems that this pain is slowly k**ing me now Pursuing my ideas though Melancholy in general Nobody really cares on how the story is told And nobody really cares on how the story unfolds They just wanna hear trap beats and talk about hoes What happened to the substance What happened to the feelings I am so depressing Surprised that I am breathing Most of the sheeple are blind to idolize stupidity I'm always insulting them so alot of people hate me Life was never fair and reality was never pretty No one is listening mentally deaf from their hearing Comprehension these days is a challenge along with wordplay People always want it simple whenever they see the world change It doesn't make a difference you're just wasting away There's alot more you could do but you never chose to stay Everyone is different in their own unique way But in this case everybody seems to be the same All these so called people keep on potty mouthing when they're talking Also lip locking with a random person posse On the net blogging Creeping like a k**er when he's stalking Nerdy kids getting bullied grabbing for their parent's shotty And they put it up to their own noggin Nobody wanna party now when it's time to party Somebody signs off and people think about it Should've never done him wrong and heard him When he was talking Everybody has a guilty pleasure Mine consists of being by myself Whenever I am under pressure I will tell the people that it gets a little better When I know I'm the one who keeps on acting over bitter I'm the type of guy to write himself an angry letter Because I know that I am a disappointment to my parents No one really knows it so I decided share it through my lyrics It is apparent for the people Who never wanted to listen to reason It is not easy