On Thorns I Lay - Afraid To Believe lyrics

I can't see a reason to believe and hope sometimes I smile like a fool thinking of you I free my sight and I loose my mind and I feel the truth and I come to say (I'm afraid that I can't believe) Why can't you look me in the eyes now? I wonder why you have changed. Are you afraid of what you will see? Is it the truth that hurts? I guess I won't stay. I 'm leaving today. I 'm running away. I've opened the door I guess it was wrong to give more Nothing is stronger than your secret ways I've spent so many days trying to find you Through my naked voice I speak a dirty noise Hate and love mixed up (I'm afraid that I can't believe) Why can't you look me in the eyes now? I wonder why you have changed. Are you afraid of what you will see? Is it the truth that hurts? I guess I won't stay. I 'm leaving today. I 'm running away. I've opened the door I guess it was wrong to give more I've got the pain You've got the lie I've got to go there is nothing inside I've got my loving You've got the hate Gotta make out with my life and I'm late Will you be there for me helping me next to me? You will never be. I've got the faith You've got yourself You've got your ego the center of world We cannot start all over again Why don't you die? I won't spend more time I in fear will hide