These lyrics were submitted through RapPad - Write Better Lyrics I'm just tryna dig my way out this hellish abyss Looking to sky questioning if heaven exists God forgive for my ways I'm just stuck in a mist People telling me quit but I'll never submit Your heart can start to fill with hate love will straight evaporate Gotta keep my head up straight pray at night and meditate Over time the ones you love begin to slowly separate Life's getting harder that's the reason that I'm never straight Smoking blunts to k** the stress really I am just a mess Dream of dead relatives at night when I lay my head to rest So vivid when I wake up tears will start to flow down to my chest Hoping there's a better place when we shed our earthly flesh Looking to the stars on a dark summer night Thinking bout the girl I had cuz she's gone from my sight But I'll keep the memories in my heart till I die I'm just letting out the pain through the bars that I write We both said forever but it faded with time And All the happiness now I'm empty inside Wish life was like music you could press rewind Guess I gotta come to grips and accept that it's life These bars just couldn't cover all the time we spent together Now I never get to see her hope her life is doing better Guess Its true love can fade away so fast you wonder why Looking to the sky tears flowing close to suicide I guess I gotta keep on pushing I ain't got no time to cry They say the gra** is always greener when you reach the other side There's gotta be a reason for the pain to arrive So no matter what I face I'll try my best to survive Keep on going even though I'm getting sick of this life Chasing dreams and spreading love till the day that I die Just remember always pray and try to open your mind Or continue going on through life just living a lie