OmenXIII - Nervous lyrics

[Verse 1] I used to be the one with no one to turn to Now I'm the reason people are breathing I am the bandage if you get hurt you You need foundation, I am the cement Seasons change, rotate like the Earth do Days go to nights and come back to days Dawn goes to dusk then comes back to dawn Recycled likely, my mind cannot breathe I cannot think straight Gotta to keep my pace if I'm gonna win the race Mind locked in a daze Every day a replay of mistakes that I've made I cannot make the same mistakes I've raised the stakes, so I'll take the chances Erase the paint and start a blank canvas Take the step, advance to enhance Break the face of art, I make madness I cause damage, with no leverage Changed the scene, that's out of the question Show you real love with no affection Show you real hate with no aggression I leave impression, to feel expression Feel real connection to k** depression If you supress you won't see progression You're close to me, but far from perfection 'cause [Hook (x2)] I don't wanna be perfect Every day I'm nervous I don't wanna be worthless I'm just lookin for purpose [Verse 2] My life, the stress It's pressing up on my chest It takes it's toll on my head I wake up blink then I'm back in bed Tryna save time but I can't stop spending You wasting mine, then your life I'm ending The way I'm moving, just one direction I will not go back to the beginning 'cause [Hook (x2)] I don't wanna be perfect Every day I'm nervous I don't wanna be worthless I'm just lookin for purpose