Omen - Fighting the Feeling lyrics
Nobody told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this Nobody told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this Would you believe me if I told you that I've never cheated? Probably not, but I swear to you, it's no misleading I got some things I've been dealing with that make me question Is my mindset still innocent? She got my heart true, but she got my hormones Imagine her screaming the sounds that a who*e moans Lord knows that I love her so, but it seems as time pa**es, I wonder more What're these other women like? Don't even wanna know them I just wanna spend the night, I know that that's immoral But that's what I feel, aight? I'm trying to be truthful But all you do is lie to me and say the feeling's mutual Holding on to pride while I'm holding on the fear that one day I may have to be unfaithful to my dear, and I can't fight the feeling now Don't even know what I'm feeling now I'm fighting the feeling Everyday I'm on the verge And I can't seem to kick the urge Fighting the feeling I can't speak what's on my mind Guess it's been building over time Fighting the feeling And now it's got me all confused All I know is I don't wanna lose Fighting the feeling I'm fighting the feeling I know I feel guilty, I kinda think I'm wrong Cause I just want you to stay while I linger on And that ain't fair at all We in a gray area now and I barely call Yet somehow you still got my soul, I bare it all But you don't care at all, don't wanna hear my song You heard it all along, I'm caught up in a "Jonz in my Bonz" Got my "Brown Sugar" going like, kinda like D'Angelo's poems But baby I'm still him, baby I'm still Damon Same old G, I'm just hoping you still patient Same old me, been the same since in the playpen And I never change, I'm remaining til my days end I'm kinda paranoid, I don't trust someone I've been feeling some things I wanna run from Like something inside my heart is undone Busy wondering where did this lust come from Fighting the feeling Everyday I'm on the verge And I can't seem to kick the urge Fighting the feeling I can't speak what's on my mind Guess it's been building over time Fighting the feeling And now it's got me all confused All I know is I don't wanna lose Fighting the feeling, yeah I'm fighting the feeling Nobody told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this, no Nobody told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this You never told me there'd be days, there'd be days like this, no Nobody told me there would be days like this Now how do I clear the mixed emotions? Can't go to mama now, I think I need some different coaching Oh wait, too late, see now she left me That's probably cause I left her Wonder should I text her, but I don't wanna stress her But all the stress I'm feeling now might leave me on a stretcher Oh wait, extra extra, my best friend is a snake, spreading lies on the regular I also lost my job though, feel my heart- I need a check-up And now I need her more than ever, but on the flip side I'm still thinking horny pleasures, I swear that sometimes I'm so dumb And I would love for my temptation here to go numb Don't even drink, yet I'm so drunk And this is weird, though I never ever acted on my impulses I told you that I never cheated, but listen closely You see, everything ain't always about your actions Sometimes you can have an inappropriate attraction Everyday I'm on the verge And I can't seem to kick the urge Fighting the feeling I can't speak what's on my mind Guess it's been building over time Fighting the feeling And now it's got me all confused All I know is I don't wanna lose I'm fighting the feeling, yeah I'm fighting the feeling, yeah