Omari - When I Get To Heaven lyrics

[Verse 1: Omari] Heaven's gates, for heaven's sake I'm dirty, filthy, I made mistakes I'm trying to eat and still have my cake I'm trying to sleep, but I'm wide awake All these women to pick and choose from I've been single, and it's taking too long Dropping singles, no recognition My heart & soul are in bad condition I made theology idol I'm hating reading the bible My thoughts are mostly suicidal I'm Judas, don't call me disciple Jesus hates me I'm dirty If d**h could take me I'm ready God can't love me, I'm messy But I'm praying, searching for mercy [Hook: Omari] This ma life, I could do what I want This my life, I could do what I want This ma life, I could do what I want I just hope he recognize me when I stand before God Would you love me when I'm dirty Love me when I'm messy Would you love me when I'm dirty Love me when I'm messy Would you love me when I'm dirty Love me when I'm messy When I get to heaven, Lord Would you still love me huh? [Verse 2: Omari] All I've known is pain All I've known is shame All I've known is abuse I just want revenge All I want is people, jumping, screaming my name All I want is Africa to recognize I'm king Hop and drive in that black ghost, We just started a scene All this while I been blinded, All this while deceived I'm just tryna be honest, everyone thinks I'm perfect King of prodigal children Trying to start a revolution Against God & his system On this earth, I'm a pilgrim On this earth, that hustle real 20 rappers race for one record deal These days, talent does not appeal I'd be looking for the next top rapper to k** I'm a hypocrite and I know it I'm lusting women not trusting Jesus I'm finna slip so I'm holding I'm Michael Jackson, I'm bad, they calling it juvenile deliquence Moonwalking back to the land of Sin, homeboy I need repentance Yea, Imma need repentance Boy I'm lusting after these benzes I'm blinded, vision appalling, darkness, I'm groping, imma need lenses I'm acting cool, but on the inside, I'm bonkers, outta my senses Too ashamed of sin, Master of pretense, I built up all of these fences Dug up all of these trenches Now they all up in my mentions now, talm' bout how you hold ut down Talm' bout how I'm an inspiration, but deep inside, i'm just tryna be found Deep inside, I'm tryna be human, pride would rather have me chase that crown Life would rather have ma hopes so high, Folks would rather come & let me down I smile when I look at they faces now Pretend everytime I face that crowd They love me, I hate me It's crazy how They could love you but hate you if you ever fall down You'd never make it out the underground Well, I'd shake the base until it all falls down What's your motive? You're a Christian, you should never be around Go preach your gospel to the neighboring town We don't want that, we don't want you Fall back homie or we gone hurt you Church is for the wild, I'm in the jungle My heart's gone wild, does it hunt you? Would I make it to heaven, would I come through Did Christ pay the price for my rescue Would I make it to heaven, would I come through Prodigal child, your arms Imma run to [Outro: Omari] This my life, I could do what I want No, It's not my life And I can't do what I want But I got my answer now Jeremiah 31:3 "I have loved you with an everlasting love" Clean or dirty, it don't matter Everlasting! Forever and ever and ever and ever For ever ever, For ever ever