it was twenty years ago you took your pistol and your rod I saw your vessel swept astray by the curly fingers of god and I've let him I've let him take you away will you kiss me, said the lover will you teach me, asked the child meanwhile that vulture eats my liver grabs my heart and rips it out and I let him I let him drag me away... will the sun break through someday? will the light shine through the haze? cause it's been a long time and I'm starting to shiver there's a monster in my stomach there's a suitcase on my bed and the motor in my throat blasts a funnel through my head and I'm coming I'm coming for you today will the sun break through some day? will the light shine through the haze? cause it's been a long time and I'm starting to shiver