I turned 20 years old about an hour ago I'm in a room full of friends and I'm all alone I haven't slept in months Now everything is numb And if you loved me at all How'd you forget my songs? I used to sing you to sleep Tired and out of key You mumbled I love you Woke up and told me your dreams You've got a tight knit group They say that I'm bad news You'll never talk to me No one could replace you You're everything that I ever wanted You're everything that I'll never get At the end of the day I lay wide awake And I just wish you would forgive me for it I miss holding your hand I'll never understand You got over me So I started this band You're still on my mind More than time to time I try not to remember You'll never be mine You're everything that I'll never get At the end of the day I lay wide awake And I just wish you would forgive me for it I hope I'm happy again I hope I'm happy again They say you're happy without me I've lost happiness I hope I'm happy again I hope I'm happy again You're everything that I'll never get At the end of the day I lay wide awake And I just wish you would forgive me for it