Well I married Caroline Back in May of '99 It was f**ed up at the time But I figured we'd keep trying Her brother and her dad They were spittin' mad When I packed up what I had And took off runnin' it was bad It was mean, I didn't care And it's gotten me nowhere So I'm trying to be a better man I turned left turns into right I turned sunshine into night I got my a** kicked every fight No, I couldn't get it right I built castles out of sand I didn't understand Why everything I planned Ran like whiskey off my hands And my hands were never clean Things I wish I'd never seen I'd do anything to wake up From this motherf**in' dream Who do I got to blow To get into this f**ing show It's dark in there I know And I got nowhere else to go Well I need a place to hide So I put away my pride And come inside 'Cause I'm tired of runnin' And there's a universe that's floating out in space And I look up there and I can't find my face And I'm seeing my reflection backstage Writing down the same old words on the same old page Who do I got to blow To get into this f**ing show? It's dark in there I know And I got nowhere else to go Well I need a place to hide So I put away my pride And come inside 'Cause I'm tired of runnin' Who do I got to blow To get into this f**ing show? It's dark in there I know And I got nowhere else to go Well I need a place to hide So I put away my pride And come inside 'Cause I'm tired of runnin' Come inside 'cause I'm tired of runnin' Come inside 'cause I'm tired of runnin'