Okular - Feast Upon The Illusory lyrics

“Perpetuate the struggles which you crave to hate” I shall feast upon all that is false As forever, upholding the illusion Which I call myself And the struggles which I crave to hate Crave to hate I shall feast upon That which could have been myself As I am dying In this denying Of all that contains in itself a reward, meaning and purpose What I was not taught Transparent, self-explanatory and shattering Wiping the smear off my face, the rotten stench of the fog I induced To instill some sense of meaning – ever-threatened, just illusion See the patterns beyond this, which cannot die From where I come, to where I will go Shattering mob of dreams, hopes and screams Quicksand life, fantasies, drowning sweetness Smear on my face Succumbed to the fog I induced A fragile sense of meaning Ever-threatened, just illusion, just illusion Perpetuate The struggles you crave to hate [2x] I shall feast upon all that is false As forever, upholding the illusion Which I call myself And the struggles which I crave to hate Crave to hate I shall feast upon That which could have been myself As I am dying In this denying Of all that contains in itself a reward, meaning and purpose What I was not taught Transparent, self-explanatory and shattering Wiping the smear off my face, the rotten stench of the fog I induced To instill some sense of meaning – ever-threatened, just illusion See the patterns beyond this, which cannot die From where I come, to where I will go Perpetuate The struggles you crave to hate Until you non-exist [2x] Smear on your face The fog you induced A fragile sense of meaning Ever-threatened Non-exist